wat is going on?!
♥ Thursday, November 24, 2005
i wonder what is going on with me
monday after class at BMI,i dunno y i jus started to cry in the train when i was going home..and when i was having tea with johnny n daniel,i kept totally quiet. i didnt want to say anything at all, cos i jus wanted to hear wat johnny was saying and cos if i were to say anything, i'll prob be crying.. i dunno..
tue went to cut my hair, got sick at the end of the day..wed rest..today thur, i dunno why im crying over.. heh.. ive this "let-it-all-go-crying" feeling...a longing and a feeling to let it go and get healed again..heh! i dunno..im so used to ppl not caring about me,not caring for me..and wen ppl care, i feel weird and smtimes intentionally n unintentionally i reject their care & concern for me.. sigh, i need help!
im making them Yours
