sigh!!
♥ Saturday, December 17, 2005
SIGH!! sigh sigh..so many things have been happening to me all these while...from my birthday to friend's birthdays to ppl disappointing me with their words..watt real friendship is? so MANY things happening after one and another!! sigh.. school is starting in jan 06 and im nt prepared to start school yet.. =/
its not that i dont wanna return her the bloody money but because i hv been helping my parents with paying HDB n bills dat i really hv no money, hv told her wad situation im in but she doesnt wanna believe,there's nothing i can do..let her go think abt it or let her go thru it THEN she'll know wad i really mean..
i wonder what she is thinking...she better wake up her idea and stop being such a spoilt brat and grow up...she's still such a ...... wadever!! i wonder when she'll just grow up and wake up her idea..not sure how she's gona live,anyway dats NOT my problem so it DOESNT concern me anymore..i dunno what she is really thinking..she hasnt "wake up" yet..she aint getting older year by year and day by day.. i hope she'll STOP being a spoilt brat and quarreling w her mum to the extend of kicking and slapping each other..where has her MANNERS gone to? her mum brought her up since she was still unborn up till now 20 yrs old, 20yrs ago her mother could have just hack care her but her mother chose not to..she has no bloody MANNERS at all..wonder wad she really wants from her parents and this world that is so temp..i hope that she'll grow up someday and stop being such a IDIOT n NUISANCE..she'll better stop it and know what she's doing..wanna confront her dat im not happy about what she said abt me,but i dunno how to start and bring up the topic. n she better stop acting so ke lian and attention-seeking..which is so IRRITATING..SIGH!! well..i could have dont care abt her long ago but i didnt..cause i choose not but this time if things goes to the extend, i'll hv let go of it..no point holding on to such worthless non-appreciative friendship at all.. well well,till my next entry.
