wad a gd fellowship together :)
♥ Tuesday, December 20, 2005
what a good gathering and fellowship together :) yesterday after my last class at BMI,had tea with daniel and johnny..and, oh how i like that picture that daniel and i took together.. =] i loveeeee it loads!!~ heehee..daniel could tell that i seemed sad that,that was my last class w them.. ( Rosie, Lilian,Johnny & Samuel ). Yap,how smart of daniel to hv seen my mood n expression..although i only joined them for 6 classes, we really had a gd time together in class.. =] because the first two classes i had to do a make-up class..thanks daniel for being such a nice coach to ALL of us and to me too since beginner.. =] I would miss the first term of AWD1 ( Advanced Worship Dynamics 1 ). And if possible,i wanna go right till the top of "Leading Worship" and yeah that'll be my goal meanwhile in BMI ( Believer's Music Initial ) :) yay!! hee..i felt a certain sadness in my heart after i left wondering if i will have the time n discipline to sign up for AWD1 n so on..because ive to juggle between my school work n trainings and practising guitar!!~ heh heh..but i believe dat God will grant me the strength to juggle everything together and still shine for him..dats what im hoping for n believing lah.. :)
i wanna share my experiences,classes n breakthroughs in BMI by just simply playing the guitar in class and also worshipping Him. in Beg there was tis song "Most High" and while we were playing the song, i jus suddenly felt a sudden feel of peace in my heart n also felt lyke i wanna cry but i didnt.. hee..and also "More Precious Than Silver" helped me realise that God is the most important person in my life besides my family,relatives and friends..that He's MORE PRECIOUS than gold and silver..more impt than any other valuable thing in this world..And in WD1, i was going through a v difficult period in my whole life and that is dealing with my dead grandma's funeral n cremation n etc..i was in depression for about dat 2wks+ and was working in SPH (singapore press holdings),i was still in depression n i ws working..dunno what im doing at all.during tt point of time, we were playing "Breathe", "Draw me close" and "You alone",in a waay that i felt a sense of peace n hope that lifted my mood frm the things dat were bothering me then..i quit aft 2wks cause i really cldnt tk it anymore,not the pressure at work but also handling my own depression n etc..my own personal life. but before all these happened,there came tis 2 songs "O Lord i need You" and "You are Welcome" made me how i realise that i really needed God in all that i do not only wen im gg thru a difficult situations but also when im feeling happy..=] lastly in WD2, "It's Your Blood" and "Lamb of God", yes He died for us on the cross,a place where He took our place. God said "while they were still sinners, Christ died for us"..in a way i was finding healing in God over stuff which ive been gg thru again.. got a lil healed in class tho bcos at that point of time,i was v mentally,spiritually n emotionally tired..yea,thank God dat i was half healed..n now a new wound has opened..heh!! "You are the God",heh...tis few lines went "Lord, please take away my hardened heart n Replace it with Your own"..i like dat few lines that we played n sung in class.. :) hoping dat God will takeaway my hardened n wounded heart n replaced it w His new n healed heart of his..but heh still waiting? hee..thats about it la for now..
After that, i headed to bugis to meet spencer,samuel,jonathan and ronghui for dinner n also christmas gathering.. =] yay!! hee,altho we all didnt spend the whole evening together, we still had a short small gathering dinner.. :) yay for that!!~ ;) because spencer had to leave early to go to church for practice n Jon had to leave ard 8 to go for his class at BMI too.. =] But before Jon left,i quickly went to buy a small birthday cake for Sam birthday.. Left Sam, Ronghui and me..so we sat down n talk..talk n talk n talk about our lives,just simple sharing of wat have been happening to us..then about 10pm, we 3 decided to leave as Delifrance had closed..hee..reached home tired n sleepy.. n so yawns slept till today abt 12pm cause i slept ard 2am.
