♥ Thursday, November 23, 2006
been some time since i last post,but don blame me..cause recently some family prob is going on at home.. =/ heh heh!!
i dont understand why he cant put himself in other people's shoe,doesnt know how to think of other ppl feelings..and ONLY think of his own..its like so no feelings.. i cant stand it..im sometimes scared of going home, for fear of what he will do/say to me to hurt my feelings..im scared. it has been going on since sec sch and is still going on..im really sick of it. i hope this family bondage can break. always getting emotional hurt from him..by scolding vulgar words,insulting me,etc etc...i attempted to run away before,but it wasnt successful..cause each time i leave,my older bro would come home and there i am trying to run away..God doesnt want families to be broken like this, its gg to the devils way..but how? how can all tis stop..im really sick of all this scolding,etc..
here's a song i played earlier this evening and i cried a lil..
title:
Healing GraceMerciful God and Father, loving us like no other
Hear our prayer the cry of our hearts
As we come to You
We acknowledge our transgression
We confess to You our sins
Show us mercy and compassion
Touch our lives with Your healing grace again
Release us from our past as we seek Your face,
Wash us freeat last
We receive Your love, we receive Your healing grace
We receive Your love, we receive Your healing grace
im making them Yours
