i know im loved by the King,and it makes my heart want to sing <3

you ♥ Thursday, April 19, 2007

you told me before that i was :

useless
good for nothing girl
i was only worth vulgarities ( used vulgarities at me )
any decision i made would be gone case
you have given up on me
you hurt me with physical and emotionally
that whatever happens to me,i cant tell my leaders nor my cell gals.
you would hit me physically :(
i dress like a ji nu
that im unappreciative!

and so on... whatever!!! im so sick of all this... give up hope on me than give up hope lor!! there's nothing i can do to make you take back your words but anyway,words said cant be taken back.. b posting this, im risking myself of being scolded.. but whatever! ive gone thru YOUR most and hurtful words/physically..im immuned to it. *rolls eyes* fine if i dont deserve any love or what..i dont care abt you..but still i cant totally dont care.. because u are somebody to me! but still, tell me what else can i do? what can i do to forgive you and heal me of all the UNHAPPY past???!?!
anyway... since im going for attachment, im happy enuff but yet not very happy..that i dont need to be at home so often to hear you SCREAM n SHOUT at me... im alright if u dont appreciate me.. i simply dont care..at times i just dont wanna go home..im afraid of going home bcos im scared "commosions" would happen.. why must u make me afraid of you and live in fear?

a song from Immortal : these wounds wont seem to heal, these pains just are just too real, there is just too much time cant be erased.

im making them Yours

GRACE YAKIRA

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