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♥ Friday, August 31, 2007
alright i was just talking to my spiritual uncle on msn,some catching up.. on how my dad is, my attachment, on what im struggling with and to pray for healing for me too.
healing of my current physical condition.. and some things he told me which really caught my attention and i teared that moment.
he said: stories and research have shown that people who dun forgive or have a bitter past and keep holding on to them can develop symptoms or real sickness that harm their bodies. u know yourself and jut dun hide anymore... obey your leaders and do what they ask u to do, same as God's word and commands.
and anyway, i knew all along that, that whole bunch of aunties has always disliked me but whatever!~ =/
i teared that instant moment and i told him yah what you said really touched me and yep i jus cried for that moment.
he said : no la... just telling u the truth la... dun want to see u suffer any longer...and I hope u get well, esp u need to handle family relationship in the light of God well.
yupyup!! what he said is super true for me at this moment and in the future.
thank God that he used him to speak to me. hehe!!~ (: thanx uncle!~ Father, heal me of my current physical condition im struggling with, heal and restore broken n hurt relationships with me,my dad and my aunties..that Lord you help me to love them like how You did for them. Restore and heal me phyically and emotionally..restore the relationships and Lord heal me of my past hurts n bitterness im holding onto that may be reacting to my current condition, that Lord, Your desire for us is to be well and healthy. show and help me O Lord, teach me and show me Your ways..that i will not lean on my own understanding,but i will trust in You that You're the healer..and i know that in Your time, You make all things beautiful. speak to me and show me what and why im holding it back so that i may be free from pains, hurts and bondages. (: in Jesus name i pray, AMEN!!~ (:
One of my another korkor told me on what he learned in his church sermon : freedom or bondage is a CHOICE!~
im making them Yours
