Last sat (29/9) i was at TCT for a session of Re-enc, formerly called Spiritual Warfare Weekend.
As Pastor told us to pray,keep quiet and ask the holy spirit to tell us the sins we've done unknowingly or knowingly..So the first thing that came to my mind was about the current situation between my dad and i,of ALL the hurts he can caused to me and the sin of not obeying and honoring him because i find it very hard to obey and honor him in the way he's behaving..
So as i knelt, i repented and ask God for His forgiveness of sin..After that, my heart just broke..My mind just suddenly was flooded with all the hurts i had accumulated for quite sometime..i cried and i cried and YES I CRIED!~ :D why was i crying for? Because yes because the hurts flooded me and yet at the same time, i know and i believe that Jesus was doing His healing work in my heart! I sensed that HE was telling me "my precious daughter,why are you holding onto your hurts? why don't you give them to me? I can carry them for you and take it away."
thank God that He has done a healing work in me.. :D Then when the thing was about to end, pastor came and prayed for us to those who wants to be filled..so ALL of us were in front..i think Pastor Hee Guan was praying for me..most of his words that he was ministering to me was "burn it deep" (: yea!! i felt very warm..
Here's a song entitled "Burn it deep"
i learnt this song at Believer's Music. i like this song alot alots!!~ :D
Burn it deep,within my soul
new strength and fire,O Lord
Burn it deep,within my soul
new zeal and fire, O Lord
Chorus:
Burn it deep,within my soul
new strength and fire, it makes me whole
Burn it deep, deep within
my soul
