christmas
♥ Sunday, December 20, 2009
been sometime since i last updated my blog..my school holidays are ending in 2weeks but well ive had a good rest this 1month.
christmas is near the corner..so let me ask you. What does christmas mean to you?
is christmas just another typical holiday for you? let me share what christmas means to me..
Christmas is the very special DAY that JESUS was born in a manger..the day that He was born to save who? save you, me and everyone.. John 3:16
its a holy day.
today's sermon about christmas is : see his glory, share his story. - encounter his love
i watched a program earlier that pst senglee&jo..they visited jeruselem..
i really admire them for being able to go there and i was also moved as well cos of the places, the journey that Jesus went through. it brings the Word of God, ALIVEEE!! (: it was really really GRREAT!!
Recently,its been another rough journey for me spiritually but i thank God for the strength that i am able to find in Him, being able to trust and surrendering it to God. holding things all by myself is so so tiring. i remember once about 2months back, i was at my aunt house visiting my grandma and seeing her just resting and oso having difficulty getting up n out of bed breaks my heart to the fact she was suffering from dementia..i stayed by her bedside for 2hrs and jus simply cried my heart out cos ive been holding it up all too long, being able to release it to God makes me SO MUCH BETTER and i felt healed of all the wounds n worries i had.
Even if my grandma passes on to eternity, there will be emotions but 1 thing i can be assured and be thankful for is that my nainai is a believer,what else can i ask for? at least she doesnt need to suffer on earth and in heaven,no suffering,no wounds,no needles,no medication to take. ive been faithfully at least 4times a week just accompanying her..staying by her bedside watching her rest, makes me feel at ease toox and jus being there for her was what i just wanted to do, the first person she sees wen she wakes up. she is a v sweet lady and a fighter. we are very close to each other and i thank God for my nainai. I know she loves me loads loads and loads and i love her many many trucks trucks toox.. =] and i can say that im ALOT closer to her now and closer to God too, crises brings us closer to Him, amen!
i thank God for my grandma! (:
im making them Yours
